Hey, you guis.... I just thought I'd tell you that I'm really kinda freaked out right now.

For the longestest time ever, I've been trying to write music. Songs and such. Most of the time I could pick out little tunes and such on the piano, but when I tried to write words, it sounded like crap.

YOU GUIS. I WROTE 2 SONGS.

Well, I finished one, and I'm still working on the other.
And when I say I wrote them, I mean I came up with the music and the words, wrote the words down, and memorized the music. I know how to write notes, but it's just so frustrating!! I might get that down later...

But yeah, I'm sooooo fricking excited!!

The first song is just really depressing and such, but the second one is all happy and junk. I'm kinda really liking my sad song, though. :3

All I feel like doing is playing my songs.
And listening to my songs.
I want to listen to music, but nothing will satisfy me, because nothing on youtube is my songs!

I'm not going to post the lyrics to the sad song here because there are people who might read it that shouldn't, but I will post the happy song when it's done. My sad song is called "Last Words" and my happy one doesn't have a name yet, but it'll most likely be "Dear You."  

Happy Lydia is happy (:

OH!!! Aaaand on a different note, I'm going to the beach for 7 days after school gets out!!!! The best part though is that ~Meekanee is coming, too! : D  : D  : D  : D  : D
You guys are going to be seeing a LOT of pictures on my photography account, and lots on hers, too (:

10 more days til summer!!